Last night, I almost went out at 11pm to meet my sister to MOS. I called Jing and told her about it and she says that she’s not comfortable for me going clubbing at all! Reason being that I go club only once in a year or two and my sister will be her first time there.

Me: How? My sis still at Orchard asking me if I want to go leh…
Jing: Huh? Now so late le. 我不放心eh. If you always go club then still ok but you seldom go one.
Me: ……………………
Jing: Ok, why not you go to MOS, I’m going to Boat Quay so later I can at least pop by to make sure you’re safe and good.
Me: Orrh… I call my sis again and let you know later.

Awww…. Aren’t she the sweetest thing?! Her word of - 不放心 already showed how much she care and showing her love for me. Heh… So end up, I got to know that my sis got her shopping bags and so it feel silly to carry bags to club and we forget the whole idea. Or not I’ll be troubling and put those who love me at a worried mood.

Today, I went to TTS with Kenny to visit Alex who met an accident last Saturday. He just had his operation yesterday and I can see that he’s totally in pain. He cracked his hip bones and his leg bone got pushed up so the operation got to push his leg back in position and something to hold his hip. Ouch! I never thought it could be this serious and once every few minutes he’ll shifted his body in pain.

He told us to treasure whenever we get to walk and run now. It’s always the case where we’ll only treasure and feel our life is so precious when something is lost. Hope he recover soon and he still trying to be cheerful to date me for a pool game. Jia you!

Labels: My Friends Faculty

So what if you’ve been keep repeating to me this word a thousand times? It doesn’t mean a thing if there’s hardly any feeling in the word.

You call me when you feel like to, ask me out when you feel like to. Obviously you know the qualities which that I don’t see in guys yet you’re showing all of them to me. For a night, you can be so sweet and whisper sweet nothings to me and the next minute, you disappear for as long as we can’t even remember.

I’ve seen through times that you’d been lying to me of what you’ve been doing and what’d been happening but my silence means hearing your lies over again.

You feel that I must have some feelings for you that is why I go out with you. You think that the love-chemistry can be bought over time. But do you know that time and again, I feel the friendship between us just drift even further. You’re always so sure that I would fall in love if we just keep on meeting and I would feel your sincerity one day.

All I can say is that you don’t understand me well at all. All you ever thought about is you, yourself and only you. You think you’ve know me long enough to understand me but it’s just all your one-sided wish.

Labels: My Moods Mansion

Nothing much happened this week because most of the time, I just stay at home to take care of my flu and cough. At least I get to catch the POTC – At World’s End. The show didn’t disappoint me. The action and comedy in it definitely worth the ticket, personal rating 8/10.

Since I have nothing much to update, I would like to share an ad that I’d done and which is one of my favourite. It’s for MMS-ad and this shoot wrap-up really fast. I did my makeup plus hairdo for about 1.5 hours long and the photoshoot only lasted for a 30mins. It was an individual shoot from the rest and I’m the last one for the day to finish up the whole project. The other models/talents came in the day time while I reached at about 630pm.

During that week, I’d about 3 photoshoots and I almost felt myself stone to smile for the advert. This scene requires me to slightly open my mouth and therefore, it’s super tiring. The crews were super nice, they kept praising me and get me into the mood and brief me well on what they want. So there – 30 minutes – it’s all done. That night was the 3rd night (from we first met) I get to meet my honey bun. He waited for me for quite sometime to finish the whole shoot. I was still in the super-thick makeup and we had the Punggol Nasi Lemak for dinner. It was my first time trying out the famous rice and somehow the whole evening of the photoshoot and dinner seems like only yesterday. I still can remember what we wore and my feelings/mood for that day….

Labels: My Movie Station, My Photoshoot Plaza

I’m feeling so much better now as compared to the day time. Usually, at night, I would feel much worse and have a hard time to sleep. With a tissue on hand, I still go out to meet my babes. I’m perspiring through my way to the bus stop. Upon reaching the mall, I was so cold with the air-con. We shopped with wifey for her new clothes and had our dinner at the food court. I forced my voice out because I want to talk!

At about 930pm, we went to the 2nd level. I remember checking the time because we can let Jillz have a last minute shopping for shoes but the shops were doing the closing then. I’ve to go to the washroom to clear my throat. In the end, we start snapping in the toilet! And Jing helped us to trim our eyebrow. By the time we leave, it’s already 1030 and they’d the air-con off at about 10 and we still happily enjoying ourselves. Heh…strangely, I feel so much better now! My nose didn’t block that bad and Jing says it is because they’re my remedy! Indeed!

Hmmm... I’d watched (Blades of Glory) last week with Kenny and the show was a bit boring at the beginning but I give it a 7.5/10! Not too bad a show to watch. After the show, I met up with Lennertz which was probably around 3 years plus ago since we last met! He was one of my supper-kakis lor! Gosh… I missed those late-night outing! But seriously, I can’t hold the supper as much and as good as last time. Stupid me still ask him whether he wants to go for finger food or a bowl of noodle which will filled his stomach. Of course as the “Supper-Club-Rules” – we’ve to eat like any other proper meal than just eat-for-fun! He have not quit his supper and as I was like before --- can’t sleep without supper! So we had noodle and he claimed that he’s still not full when I almost can’t finished up mine. Well, I understand, I used to be that too.

Labels: My Friends Faculty, My Movie Station

It’s for my grandma. Or rather it’s a treat from my 2nd uncle as he won lottery of more than don know how many thousands. We had the dinner at Tekong seafood restaurant at Changi Point. We reached there at 730pm and there’re 6 tables, which 4 of the tables are my relatives. We mingle around and chat as we waited for the food. It’s too annoying that the first dish was only served at 840pm!

I know it’s mother day that seems like the whole world are out for dinner and I mean if it’s a big day like this, they should get more staffs! They were obviously short of chefs and assistants, which made us asked for rice, drinks, sauces and everything else over and over again.

Here, I played with Kai-Kai. He is still so in love with long hair girls. That time at Jialiang’s birthday, he would run after me and want me to carry him when he’s seriously over-weight for me to even hold him for 5 mins! When I carried him, he’ll 'molest' me over and over again… Hee.. This is how he looks today. He want me to carry him! Shit! The minute I got him in my arms, I have to sit down immediately. He’s 12kg heavy ok! I can’t even carry a rice bag lor.

Remember cute little Joey? Now… She’s already 13th month old. OMG, she changed so much!To conclude, the service is slow, the food is not nice at all. I’m hungry right now as I’m typing this entry. Yawnz.zz…

Labels: My Kids Park

I’m Cathay-siao! 7 days a week, I watched 4 times movies from the 3 Cathay.

[The Passion] – The Cathay 2310hrs (Tues)
A Thai thriller movie which set its scene at a multiplex where a group of guards placed cameras all over the building to record girls in toilets and alley. The story revolves about a mystery girl whom likes to go to the cinema alone and thus had the head-guard interested in her. This movie is extreme violence and shows you what girls can do to defend themselves when they are in trouble. The flaws in the movie is about the man being drilled in his heart and yet still alive and another man being slashed and stabbed for numerous time yet still can stand up. But the whole movie is really quite an unexpected plot and thrilling. Personal Rating: 8/10.

[Summer Passion] – Orchard Cathay 2355hrs (Wed)
For this movie, I don’t know what to comment about. It’s totally not my cup of tea and I almost sleep through the whole show. I didn’t know what movie this is but for the first 15mins, it makes me don’t feel like watching anymore. Not because its horror or gruesome but its too boring. For the whole 30 mins, its like only 4 or 5 dialogues exchanged. Freaking the movie is 2 hrs 20 mins long! The story is about a girl showing her love and struggle hard for her emotional times. Personal Rating: 2/10.

[Jangan Pandang Belakang] – Causeway Cathay 1715hrs (Thurs)
Ya, it’s a Malay show. Because Joe says Malay Horror is really horror! The story is about picking up a strange bottle from a beach by a lady and slowly leads to her death. Her fiancé decided to look up to the matter of her mystery death and yet the ‘thing’ haunts him instead. That’s all for the story and half of the time, I’m covering my ears while watching the show as the music is bursting my ears!! The loud music is the reason for the show to be classified as ‘horror’ movie. Personal Rating: 3/10.

[Priceless] – Orchard Cathay 2200hrs (Sat)
A story about how the woman uses her relationship to get her material needs. She’s high maintained and have the rich guys to support her. There’s where she met a man who hardly have any money but truly in love with her. He used up all his money, savings, pension funds just to satisfy her hunger for expensive clothes and posh restaurant. Till one day, she realizes how much he care and love her. Personal rating: 6/10.

Speaking of Orchard Cathay, I was mad with a staff there. When I was at Orchard Cathay on Wed, I told the guy that I wanted to get the POTC tickets and he told me I can’t buy. I asked him why? As the cinema was already one-third full! He gave me a disagreeing look and inpatient gesture to shoo me off and said it’s not open for purchasing over at the counter. I called up Cathay and asked about it the very next day and she told me it’s already out for purchasing since a week ago. And assure me that she’ll feedback to Orchard Cathay and remind the guy. The following day, I bought the tickets at Causeway. Yessssh! I got my tickets for POTC at The Grand Cathay! I’m not going to miss it during its grand opening ok! Anyway, I still sent an email over to Cathay and do a ‘Feedback’! Hmph!

Mel says I’m the queen of international language movies. As I watched a Thai, China, Malaysia and French production in this week! My eyes are seriously popping out. Shit, no more midnight movies for me! I was supposed to do a shoot on Friday and yet it got postponed to next week, that’s why I dare to go for late night movies. Alas, on Thurs, they suddenly called me and asked if the Friday shoot can be continued. I’d seriously give the makeup artist a hard time on covering my eye bag.

Hmmm… for the photoshoot, it’s something that I’d never done before. They want a ‘Beauty Look’ for me and they tied my hair and bun it all up which showed clearly only my jaw line and portray the clean look of me. I feel so funny because I always had my hair down (covering my fats) but this one, they want to ‘sell’ my looks and thus, showing only my face. The second image even put a huge headband to cover up my hair and half of my ear to even project only my face shot. *faint* I swear it looks funny to me and yet they’re so happy about the ‘result’ they get as that what they want from me.

Anyway, they’re the professional so they’re definitely right. Here is a snap shot I took while they were browsing through the pics, I decided not to show the pic here.
After the shoot, we had girl’s night. The joy of spending time with the girls is so candy sweet. We met up at 730pm and had dinner and chat all the way till……… 330am! We can never get enough of being together. Iris, the loudspeaker kept talking non-stop and yet so energetic even at 3am when the rest of us are getting sleepy. Hahaa… Jill even takes out the entire yearbook and we had a good laugh over and over again. This friendship is getting stronger and closer as years go passed. We just love each other! I am being loved!

Labels: My Movie Station

Finally the weather is much better on Friday. Took some time out to meet Jing although we didn’t chat much but at least I’m breathing at Orchard. I’m alive. Haa.a… Later the evening, I met up with Bernard and I asked him to bring me for a game of pool. I feel much better when I’m playing pool. It’s time that I need to take things off my mind. Whenever I feel unhappy or stress, I like a game, as it needs a lot of concentration and I can keep my thoughts away for that hour. Desmond had experienced my moody-pool-game moments before. (Ya, you know how I played then) After pool, I get to eat my favourite chicken wing at East Coast and definitely make me a happy girl.

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I just had a 3 hours chatting session with Mic, Jinhong and Meng. I love and missed hanging out with them. They came down all the way to my block and hang around my area to ‘chill’. I feel the most comfortable when I’m with them. I don’t need to dress up, without makeup and with my very untidy hair, I feel so relax and enjoy the night so much. We are such close friends that they’d seen my most unglam side of me. Unlike any other outing, where (esp Joe) will take note of my hair so much that he always like to tell me whenever there’s a strand of hair standing upright and it looks like disturbing him. Guys, the annoying part is to tell me (or to any girls) about dark eye circles. Hellooo… I know it myself right, do I need to be reminded about it and keep ‘commenting’ about it? Girls need to be compliment not being commented. Now you know why some guys don’t often get dates with girls. Anyway, I feel so happy to be with them and laugh through the night, we gossip, we talked loudly, we pat on each other as we talk and they give me lots of suggestion when I asked them for some ideas.

Even at my playground, a place with no air-con, no cold drinks or music, that’s how we spent the time together although the 4 of us had been perspiring. It does not matter on the place or ambience to enjoy but it’s the companions with you. An one hour dinner at a posh restaurant but with the wrong person can totally spoil the mood and makes me feel uneasy.

The hours with the guys passed so fast. Hope to catch up with them soon. I’m already looking forward to my girls-night on Friday!

It reminds me of someone who left a comment on my blog asking why I always hang out with the same few friends. Anyway, does it really matter to you, Stranger?? So what if you have a million of friends but have no one understand you and have to go try to be in a crowd where you don’t belong to? I feel that I’m fortunate enough to have all my stand-by-me girlfriends and buddies and many more. I’m more than happy to have friends around me who care for me and let me be who I am than acting and pretending to be someone whom they wants you to be. Are you truly being loved?

Labels: My Friends Faculty, My Moods Mansion

Ya… the kids… What a great day to start with on my first trip to the private school. It rained so heavily and I got to bring my brolly, jacket and with sneakers. Actually, I’m not totally prepared for the lesson at all, be it the flow of the session or emotional-ready. I never got so near with 6 years old children and I thought they’ll be cute, innocent and scare of strangers kind but they are not. They are difficult to control and so difficult to get their attention. Yes, they do look so cute but they over-power me with their voices and smartness. I almost stoned for seconds that I don’t know what to do next.

Today is so much better. I thought it would be worse but my Year 5 (P4) children are so bubbly and sweet. Yup, they’re so sweet that makes me fall in love with everyone of them. They are so attentive, so lovely and easier to control the class. They have full 100 percent participation unlike the Year 1, probably they're too young and to get them to move around and do the things are much more difficult. Somemore 6 years old attention span are so much shorter that they get distracted easily thus harder to control the class. The moment when they keep calling “Miss Celine” makes me wanna hug them. Nowadays kids are so sticky that they can hug me for an only 1 hour lesson.

Hmmm... too bad I don't have the time to take the Year 1 pics as I'm having a hard time to get the class in order. This is before the class starts and during the lesson I conducted for them.Oh… they don’t scream and questioned: ‘why are you taking my pictures??’ They just smile happily and really have the style to pose for you. (of course not these snap shots which I just snap without asking them)Aren’t they adorable?!
After these 2 days sessions, I want to enrol my children to international school too.

Of course, all these are not the dumb part of my post. I’m having my ‘down-moments’ now. I can just sit at a side and start to cry without knowing why. Too many things have been running through my mind these days. So now I wonder if it’s the rain that caused me headache and I’ve to pop in panadols for the past few days. Too many flashbacks, too many people in my life who walked in and walked out just keep appearing in my dreams and stole my soul away. I keep wondering what am I thinking for these days and what is actually bothering me. I can’t stop those images from appearing and replaying within me. I find that as if everything has fall into pieces and I have no feelings for anything around me now. From all my flashbacks, I must be thinking of what should not have happened throughout my journey.

Labels: My Kids Park, My Moods Mansion

How can I miss this wonderful opening of [Spiderman III]?? Ahemm… We’ve booked the tickets last Saturday before catching 200 Pounds Beauty and it already left with only 2 pairs of couple seats and few single seats for a 625pm show! Well, we get to catch the show at The Grand Cathay. Full house! Although there were so many timings for Spiderman III, almost all the time-slots were sold out. Crazy!

Personally, I feel that there’s not much of excitement in the show and the momentum kind of lost. I almost fell asleep. The highlight of the show is about Spidey become Black. Personal rating: 6.8/10 it might be that this is not the marvel that I would fall in love with but I thought I like the previous screening.

Well, I got to sleep now as I’m having a class with K1 kids tomorrow. I hope they are really cute. (‘o’)

Labels: My Movie Station