I can’t answer very well to this question as it seems very normal and usual to me. Probably I still don’t feel the 2-person life as we have not gotten our house. Everyday after work, my hb will come and pick me up. We will have dinner and hide in his room to watch tv / play game till we both fall asleep. The next morning, he will drive me to work. Evening come, it’s another cycle. On Friday night, I will go back to my parents place and stay home till he picks me up on Sunday night. That’s our weekly routine.

For this week, I feel a slight difference. Monday night, he picked me up to meet my girls after his appointment and rushed off to his next appt after dinning with me. Thenafter his appt, he came back to Vivocity and brings me home.

Tuesday night, I went back to my parents place as he had viewing from noon till 9pm. He then picks me up again to his place after 9.

Wednesday, he got a 530pm appt that he can’t have dinner with me. So I said I can buy dinner back and have it in his room, insisted that his mum not to cook for me. I surf the internet, watch tv programmes till I fell asleep at 1030pm. When he’s back at 1130pm, I really couldn’t wake up to accompany him. That night, he worked till 2am before he went to bed.

He must be very tired on Thursday morning but he still drives me to work, after then, he got a lot of appt. At 5pm, he told me he’s still stuck at his viewing and I will make my way back to his place. But he promise he be back to have dinner with me. He reached back at 730pm, rushed his dinner, and went off at 8pm again.

I feel so heartache.

I forced myself to stay awake to accompany him that night. We watched Survivor Season 18 and American Idol till 130am.

Friday was another busy day for him. All the way till 1130pm when he finally called me. And we chit chatted about how busy he was these few days and tell me how he still need to play his role as a husband.

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After his long day, when he reached home, he still need to make sure the blanket on me was well-covered, he will have to clean up the mess I created in his bathroom, he will have to off the internet and keep the controllers that are on the bed.

He really made my day.

Every weekend, I told him that I missed him so much when I woke up on Saturday morning. It feels weird but I do miss him even though I was with him for the past 5 days.

So this is love?

I really can’t explain. There’s no reason to why you will marry that someone. Only you will know why he is the chosen one.

He even pictured our future through words over the phone last night before I go to bed.

“The life would be – every morning, we will have breakfast and I drive you to work. Thenafter, I will go to the market and buy food for our dinner. As I reach home, I will unpack the stuffs and wash the cups and plates that we used in the morning. I will vacuum and mop the floor and do our laundry.

Then, I will do my listings and arrange viewings. I run my appointments till I picked you from work. We will have dinner. You will then watch your favourite tv programmes and play games while I do the dishes. I will then keep the clothes, pack them in the wardrobe. Follow by, clearing the rubbish as you are scare of cockroaches. By then, you will be very tired and go to bed.

I will do my paperwork while you sleep. Very carefully, I will kiss you goodnight as I go to bed.

Weekends, I be very busy again, you can go rest and relax with your girlfriends and/or to your parents place. I will pick you after my appointment.”

He totally melts my heart. He is my super-hb!

Of course there’re more details than these. I laughed and I appreciated so much deep in my heart.

Then I realise, I always got so tired after my work (as office job are really tiring) and I really just laze in his room then I got so sleepy by 11pm. He is always the one working after I sleep yet he wakes up the same time as me. As compared, he has to run around everywhere while I only stuck my butt on the chair in office yet I complain that I’m tired. He is the one who still works on Saturday and Sunday while I sleep through my entire weekend.

I know he really love me.

I know how tired it can be when I was working and teaching last year. But I was really happy. It was much a meaningful life then.

As we were discussing about to stay at his area (west) or my area (east), I found that his area and my area property price is about $??k difference. If that is so, I rather we could get it at my area as it’s more valued in the market.

Come to think of it, every weekend, I would be spending time alone at home. If we were to stay at the west side, I will be so bored and I really don’t know what to do.

If we were to stay at my area, I can go out with my friends, go to my parents place conveniently. When I’m preggy, of course I will want my mum to take care of me. And it’s easier. When I’m preggy and he has his appt to run, I will still have my sister and my gfs to accompany me. I’m really scare of loneliness. Imagine being preggy and stay alone at home. With or without insects, it will be scary for me.

As he said due to his work nature, he has to run all over the places no matter where he stays. And being a property agent, he really gotta go so many places, I would say it’s easier for him to find and meet his friends than me. He won’t mind to stay at the east side.

He really do everything and anything for me. I really heart my boy. He has sincerely touches my heart deeply.

My lovely wifey gave me ten good reasons why I must stay in the east –

as for the flat.. it will terrific, if ya still get a x flat becos...

1) its near to ur family
2) near to us, specialy me, cos i confirm wouldn move out of x
3) u belong to x
4) x got more food to eat
5) in case of war... u can drive to the airport faster, or get a ferry at tanah merah faster
6) u will be left all alone if u move to yyy
7) it wld be easier for us to hang out next time
8) u'll be able to visit ya ah ma very regular..
9) we can drive pass chaichee sec n luff
10) becos... its jus better den the ulu yyy

Wherever it will be, I know he will treat me a princess and love me. I’m looking forward to building our nest!

Labels: My Valentine Paradise

My usual Friday evening with my parents and sister. Then my daddy whispered to get all of us to the kitchen.

And we saw this -

It's HUGE! This is what my sister wrote in her blog: (http://www.chloetale.blogspot.com/)

It is outside our kitchen, yes. A very BIG moth.It must be too cold. My sis said it looks like an hanky... hur

One day already....It's still hanging there.Poor moth must died down there.Its pouring now...


She even went to do a research on it:

its been two days and it's still there...
that big little creature ...
so poor thing...must have died down there,
it's been raining rather heavily these few days.
anw...I found her name.
she is the notable largest moth species the ATLAS MOTH!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attacus_atlas

So what are we up to?

All of us received an email from Nelson, telling us to gather and he even printed out all the alphabets for us. I can see my boss, my director, the VD got so involved in the whole process. I love working with them.

So the official last day for Celia, we'd a surprise for her. Seriously, I can't control my tears. I'm that bad that I can cry anytime even I watched a short clip. I still remember when I left my temp job (for only 4mths), I cried as Cynthia said all those mushy words to me. I cried as I walked to the bus stop, on the bus and as I reached home. That bad!

Nelson to do the speech.

"Every morning, she will walks to everyone and ask 'how's everything, how's everything? Is everything ok, is anything I can help?'... "

That's Celia for you. It does touches her team.

Presenting the gift -

Oh, and here's delivery of Karen's baby first month goodies. =)

Back to cake-cutting...


Although I'm not really close to her neither did I work with her, but she's a lady with charisma. From the way she talks to her kids, the way she carries herself, the way she talks; she has a very friendly personality, and always ask about how I'm copping with my job, my personal life, my married life.

When are you coming back?

Labels: My Moods Mansion

This is my first job that I need to face the computer 8 hours a day. ARGH~!

How nice to have your backside to stuck on the chair for one-third of your day.

I'd dry eyes problem during those days I had contact lens. Now, my eyes are so expensively-paid for; I should really take good care of them. These pair of beautiful eyes were given by my dear daddy and my dear hubby. =)

So I got myself this spec which supposedly to reduce straining my eyes due to over-tiredness.

See if it works.

I never really like to celebrate this day either.

Sigh... I think I'm such a boring person. Right?

Why?

Why must I celebrate this day by letting others earn?

Pay like $108++ per couple for a normal set of meal?

It is commercialised.

Hmmm...

Lucky I'm having tummyache now. I won't want to put something so expensive in my stomach and flush it away the next morning.

I also won't appreciate gifts that come by this way. It's more like being forced to buy and give just because it is termed as "Valentine-Day".

But V-Day is still special.

Because I have my friends whom I love.

Muackz

"I miss MBA. I miss Celine."

I miss her too =)

Lao again!!

My temp - WL. This is my super messy cubicle. Shows that how much work I'm doing~! Haa... Well, I gotten help from the rest of the team - 6 of us clearing the work. It was mad! No wonder I fell sick. Too tired le...

This is my temp work-station. Sharing the table with me. After I left EA, I was so happy that my desk is SO BIG! Err... Now I know why, cos got lots of stuffs to do. =_="

"I think I'll miss everyone at MBA.

Celine and her kawaii way of typing. She's super nice. Never gets mad at me, despite the few times that I screwed up. And left documents in the printing room. And talked, not so softly, on my phone. And... Yeah. She's never mad at me. I mean, I think I'm hard to get along with, but she so absolutely told me that those born in the Year of the Dog and Horse get along well with each other. Wow. I really like her. Our little walks around campus. Searching high and low for exits. Borrowing equipment. Figuring out how things work. A bond. I am, after all, her first temp staff. We did trial and error on quite a few of the systems. Conquered mountains of applications. Shared jokes... Oh man. I've yet to leave and I already feel nostalgic!

Then there's Jason, who sits in the cubicle right next to us. He goes on and on about people, namely me, who do not punch holes proplerly, in a nice way. He complains that I bully him, I so do not!, and that I look too happy when I offload work onto him. Shucks. I sorta felt he was imposing at first, I think its the built, but... He's a nice guy.Next up are Richard and Edwin. Is it me or does all the MBA staff have English names...

Hmm. Anyhow, Richard's... Err. Shall I say it nicely? He has his own style of working. I shall leave it at that.

Edwin. Ah. He has, certain... Issues. Still, the both of them are alright. No one dangerous. No one too outstanding. Alright as colleagues.

Finally. Angelyn. She's the head of us, so I guess she's considered my boss. Or are all of them my boss since the temp is the lowest ranked? Whatever. She's bubbly. Adorable. Quite serious when need be, and tends to hog the toilet key. Hilarious incidents of Celine and I hunting high and low for the key. not exactly pleasant when your bladder is full, but on the whole? Funny.I've had a good time. Free lunches. Staff discounts. Much laughter. A relaxed environment where everyone seems at peace, if not happy. Fighting with the printer. Learning to scan copies. Weighing mail. Addressing cards. Putting together admission packages. An agreement not to answer phone calls... This two months have been a blast. Thank you for hiring me. For working with me. For accepting me.

Byebye :)"

Labels: My Moods Mansion